Posted by Katie on Bring on the Crazy
A New Season, A New Attitude
Spring is finally here. I know technically it has been for a while now but not to me. Lately I have been painfully, debilitatingly depressed. I have not been exercising or eating well, I’ve been crying and crying every night until I finally fall asleep from sheer exhaustion, and I’ve been unloving and impatient with those around me that I love, with Mike bearing the brunt of all this. But that is not what this post is about. This post is about changing all that and embracing a new season and all the possibility it holds if I am open to it.
The city is lush and green right now and the spring rains have been blessing us daily (and the spring tornados have thankfully not). The flowering trees and early bulbs have already bloomed and gone and we are in the greener than green time before the roses and wildflowers begin to bloom. I love this time of the year when it is cool and humid and bug-free and so, so beautiful.
Nick’s first molar has finally finished breaking through! Oh Glory! Last night he only woke up once, so I got to sleep from 10pm to 6:30am with only one 30 minute interruption. I got to dream! I slept well! It was wonderful! And I was actually able to go to sleep peacefully last night being only mildly drugged with Sleepytime Plus tea (the Plus is the Valerian…) so I woke up with a better attitude this morning. I ate a bowl of cereal, went to the gym and had a great workout. Later my mom is coming over and we are going to plant flowers in the bed by the driveway and zucchini in the back yard. The sun is starting to shine through the clouds and it is going to be a beautiful day.





